home is that tree outside my window
home is this quilt upon my bedhome is any place my love goes
home is where my heart can rest
~"home 235" robin & linda williams
home is also good bluegrass. i hope i can find some in new york.
the count down is officially on. for better or worse, i will indeed be going back to the states at the end of october. halloween is my current date. fitting, somehow. certainly the set up for a good horror flick.
i don't know that i'm ready to go. actually, i know i'm not ready to go, not ready to leave my friends here. africa is the dream on the edge of sleep, where you waft between snatches of happiness and the growing weight of reality threatening you through your fluttering eyelashes. i'm holding tight to the dream, pulling the mosquito net firmly over my head...
on the other hand, i know i have to go back. i have to work for a salary again. and i do want to get back on the stage. i miss it, my first love. hopefully, life won't feel purposeless and meaningless compared to the dream.
the google news feeds aren't doing a whole lot to help those feelings.







worst of all

but to be fair, it's not just america.

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